my babies

my babies are growing to fast for me. i love them to pieces. today i was reminded that they are my life and my life choices are for them and my life decisions are for them and i hope that in years to come that they will realize that i love them with my whole entire heart and soul. my big boy, hunter has been saying mama i love you and let me tell you i love it. my grace bell can count from 1-10 pretty good and she talks up a storm and repeats words very, very well, which makes me proud but makes me realize my baby is getting too big for me. makes me realize i will probably not have any more babies. my babies are getting so big and life is going by too fast. i love them to pieces and this is getting easier to handle cause of the age they are at. it is so much easier to have them both walk to the car and both talk to me and tell me what they want. it is easier for them to play together and hang out with each other and for me to play with them on the floor forever and just enjoy being in their presence and them in mine. i love my babies too pieces and i hope that i show them that everyday. they are my life. they make me smile and laugh. they keep me up and let me not get much sleep but i wouldn't trade them for the world. i love my hunter bear and my mouse so much that i hope they see that everyday in my face and i am so blessed to be there mother and to kiss them, hug them, talk to them, laugh with them, and go through all the not so fun drama of learning how to deal with life dramas through tears, screams, falls, and sadness. i love my two kiddos to death and i would do anything for them and i hope they someday will realize that and see that they are my world.